Oh the wonders of 70% cocoa chocolate

cant sleep
upset
too much chocolate
failed math
going to fail physics
lost another calculator......dont worry sam not yours:P
I WANT RATS!!!!!!!
the end

12 oclock on the dot

i cant sleep. well i didint try but i dont feel like i can so my solution is binging on chocolate icing. YEAH! hmm so im sitting here and wondering what to write again. cause i always have something on my mind before i sit down but it seems to sorta fade away when i try to actually write. i wish i had sam's style with writting, she can just say all the shit that's on her mind and make it sound wonderfully poetical. the easiest adn probably only effective way for me to get across anything im thinking is in short direct kindergarten sentences. i walked the dog. i like chocolate. im sad. im happy etc. but there you have it thats me i guess. i've never been a pro communicator. i've realised lately that in most cases i'll avoid talking altogeither if at all possible. not with my friends really but wiht everyday things, i nod instead of saying yes and wave instead of saying hey or bye. i guess im jsut calmer when im quiet, either that or im jsut upset. I DUNNO. i've had enough of jabbering on about nothing. im gonna go lie down. BAHAH

Thanksgiving

WOAZAH!!! i had two thanksgiving dinners this weekend. i think thats an all time high for me. one with my fmaily and one with my friends after we coocked mounds of food and burnt our selves and almost set my over on fire with exploding cake. ok im exageration so sue me. so now after three days of hanging out and eating at restaurants and stuff i am ready for my alst day oh holidays:( i feel so much more prepaired to go to school now. tomorow i am hopefully going to the gatineau hills wiht my friends as long as we can get a ride. i've just been informed that we are leaving soon form my grandparents that means as much fun as it is to hang out iwht my cousins i get to go sew!!!! fun fun. i hanvet sewn since before school, im going threw withdrawl. well instead of wasting my time on the computer since no ones tlaking to me on msn im jsut gonna go make fun of tv comedians wiht jaz pat and em.

12 hour chem lab

ok so its 1:05 now. i woke up at 11:30 to do homework and cath up today adn i've beena t the computer pretty much since. i JUST finished. yup its a 7 page 12 hour chemistry lab, make that 8 pages iwht teh graph. i feel pretty good about it though. yesterday and all alst week i was supper unmotivated about sciences. wich is really crap for me cause when i dont feel like i can get up teh energy to do my matha dn schience homework i pretty much feel like i'll never be a zoologist. wich is wrist slaching thought. but toady i feel pretty good about it. i mean im not supper motivated but i did a good job of my lab despite how long it took and i didint give up pluse i didint dispise it. i acutally learnt some shit. adn to tell oyu the trouth as much as i compalin i really like learning sciences. on a good day it inspries me. anyways i thought that after round 12 hours on teh computer i had to do something other tehn sciences. so here it is, gnight.